LESS than one week to go..


I feel excited yet a tinge of dread everytime i think about the trip.. heh.. call me crazy but I'm definitely going to miss my friends and relatives.. Food is important too but i'm not too conerned about that since I'M STILL NUTS ABOUT BRATWURST !! (to AL: it's VERY NICE)


Strange I've never thought of myself as someone who likes to be alone, however I've been feeling increasingly at ease especially when i'm out alone. The thought of walking on the streets alone without any care in the world appeals to me. Maybe I just don't want to care about anything, growing up just sucks when U need to have more CARES (aka worries). I constantly worry about whether I have enough money to tide me through the next few months, yet I can't control the urge to go on shopping sprees. I constantly worry about whether I can achieve my target and improve my cap, yet I just want to lie down and do nothing most of the time. I even worry about what will happen to me if i don't worry about the future now. (yuck)! I want to be carefree, to go back to when there was no worries, no problems, a smooth-sailing life, with me studying diligently and getting the results I deserve, no bad memories..



I DON'T WANT TO CARE ABOUT ANYTHING!!


Thankfully, I still like to spend time with people, I'm not a loner.