Use to like this alot in the past..
Haven't listen to it for a long time..
Music is really wonderful.. It just draws back the exact feelings of the point in time when you keep repeating that song..
Feeling nostalgic...

Enjoy!

Bliss.....



Rainy weather, soothing music, home the whole day. A lazy afternoon spent-doing absolutely nothing! A break from the mad rushing of school work.

STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED

It's only the 2nd week of school!!! what happened to fellow slackers?? Currently watching a horror show now!! I'm scared.. haha.. but still wanna continue watching..

A sudden realisation...


All that I'm complaining and ranting about now, they are just part and parcel of life, and quite possibly what that shapes the most fun part of my life. The last and final lap before I go out into the vast, aloof and scary world of work and politics. My last chance at being a kid.


Ever heard anyone exclaiming they love working? That working is so fun? Actually only heard one rare case so far. Should I continue to complain or should I try to enjoy as what AL told me "Mount. Readings?"


Busy schedule. Less time to meet up and contact my friends. Uni friends are really not as good as long time old friends *ya ya.. saying all my gd friends R OLD!* haha.. So if we happen to find good friends in uni.. grab them fast!! LOL (sounds like GSS) They don't come easily.


Gotta go sleep so I won't over sleep again tomorrow. Guten Nacht!

back to school....



First day in school, first lecture only.. And guess what I got? A 55 PAGE READING!! The lecturers must be mad!! I was quite amused during the lecture today because I have jokers for lecturers.. BUT the readings are simply too atrocious! And that's not the only reading. It's just the recommended reading for this week. We were given a list of more readings to be done by this week. I'm dead. Five 500-word projects and one 2000-word essay. I hate writing essays, dunno what am I doing in the Faculty of arts and social sciences, that's why I doing econs cuz I haven written a single econ essay since the 1st semester. What have I gotten myself into???


ok.. enough of complains. Better to concentrate on the good things about this module. Its a film and history module, 4 hour weekly lecture, no exams, no tutorials, nice lecturers, watch movies, watch movies, watch movies, watch movies.. haha.. u get the drift...And we get to go home after the movie finishes..Like for today, we got to go home at 5.30pm. Startling right? haha.. Nice and slacky lecturers *hopeful*

YOO HOO!!!! I AM SO DAMN HIGH NOW!!!!!



Something wrong with me? haha.. I dunno.. But having moodswings of highness is definitely much much better than feeling low and depressed about myself.. I guess maybe it's due to Xue'e asking me to accompany her to watch the NDP 2006!!! haha... I'm not sure if that's the right reason... But happy better than sad.. just hope this last longer and not plunge into the abyss of darkness..

You Are 8% Obsessive

You're less prone to obsessive thoughts than the rest of the world... While you do get hung up from time to time, you're excellent at clearing your mind.

How Obsessive Are You?

You Are The Star

You represent the ultimate in truth and purity. Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others. You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love. You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal. Your fortune: Your future is looking brighter by the day. The near future will be a time of both hope and healing. Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen. Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!

What Tarot Card Are You?

Name used: ShuXian...

sounds more appealing than my life now..

You Are 16 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

How true.. I feel that I haven grown up yet too..

Stay a child forever...

You Are 20% Control Freak

There's no way you're a control freak. You're totally laid back - and able to take life as it comes. While you definitely have a healthy mental attitude, don't get suckered into letting someone control you.

Are You A Control Freak?

Definitely sounds like me

Your Dating Purity Score: 83%

You are an innocent dater. You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship. Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

You Are 24% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

Are You A Sociopath?

seriously wondering how much of this is true..
P.S.: Dun worry anlin... haha

Your Body Image is 16% Unhealthy, 84% Healthy

You have a great body image. You know that no one looks perfect, and you're happy the way you are. Also, you don't judge other people on their looks... and it helps them feel better about their own bodies!

How's Your Body Image?

I wish i wish i wish...
i wish i can be as optimistic about myself as what this description

You Were a Spider

You tend to be the master weaver of fate - both for yourself and those you know. A creative force, you tend to work from divine inspiration.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

yuck! y am i a spider in my past life.. im sure Ron Weasley will stay away from me...

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

What's Your Theme Song?

You Are 12% Lady

You're a pretty crass, and even a bit crude on occasion. Manners don't matter to you, but they sure matter to those around you.

Are You A Lady?

hmm.. I have been told that..

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Insane Jester. Where You Lived: Chile. How You Died: Killed in Battle.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

omg... insane jester? haha n y would a clown be killed in a battle?

You Are 44% Paranoid Schizophrenic

It's likely that you're perfectly fine, though you have your crazy moments. You tend to be a bit paranoid, but no one's out to get you but yourself.

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

haha.. not that bad..

You Are 56% Gross

You're more than a little gross, but probably no more gross than the average person. Maybe it's time to drop some of those disgusting habits that could eventually embarrass you!

How Gross Are You?

uh oh...

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs. In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

erm... was i?

You Should Be a Dancer

You have a unique combination of grace and athleticism.. Whether you become a salsa dancer or a ballerina, you need to get dancing!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

That's my goal!

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I can pass this guy."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

haha... yea


INTERESTING!!

Living my life blindly



A friend of mine recently told me that it's q worrying to see me, a 20 year old still so lost about life. It got me thinking about the things I really want in my life 10/20 years from now. What do I want? I seriously don't know. Probably financial freedom, health, love from friends and family..? I actually thought I knew what I wanted, thought that I thought about my own future.. But the truth is, like many others, the future has always only bordered on vague passing thoughts. hmm... Definitely should start thinking about the far future too..



haha.. Have been very tired everyday from work.. A few days ago, before the end of the Neil Road Project, we had to fill up the pits we dug while in search of priceless artefacts.. All the shovelling, moving of heavy rocks.. Has it made my butterflies/flutter-bys lesser? I certainly hope so hee..



One more thing.. Do I always look moody and tired? For those who thinks I am damn sian and have absolutely no interest in what's going on aroung me, I just want to say that that was unintentional. I have no idea why is my body clock topsy turvy ALL THE TIME! Yesterday was a good example. I was feeling sleepy the whole day, heavy eyelids and all.. At around 6 plus, we had to move the equipments back to the Serapong stores. The sun was just about setting at that time when we were ready to leave Serapong. The strange thing was, i felt very energetic and awake when we were leaving (the sun was 3/4 back to bed, basically, there weren't much sunlight left. What was more peculiar was that if I had felt lethargic during the day, I should also feel the same way at night because I haven't had a good and sound sleep for a really long time. I use to be those blessed with sound sleep almost every night. But now I get to dream most nights, a rare phenomenon. I really wonder if I was supposed to be an owl in my current life or human being.



That's all for now.. I'm going to catch up on my sleep.. wish me NO dreamz!

Pampered!